dark past... brighter tomorrow...

im trying to let this feelings for you fade away. . .

im trying not to live my life because of you. . .

im trying to ignore your presence by my side. . .

im trying not to call you by your name. . .

because im close to the point. .

saying. . "i love u". .

im trying not to look at you each day. . .

because each day. . each moment. . .

my fascination for you grows more and more. . .

i dont want to feel this way anymore. . .

the feeling of wanting you. .

the feeling of loving you. .

the feeling of needing you. .

an inch close to eternity....

an inch to the eternity that i've longed for....

a moment that's unexplainable....

the time for just me and you....

im fascinated by you....

you're so much more than everything that i've wanted...

but i can never have...

i wanted to say to you...

"love me..."

"be mine..."

"dont go..."

but all this will be kept here in this blog site...

forever...

i can say.... that...

im now deeply inlove with you...

more than love... more than everything...

more than anything....

(did i make any sense...? )

youve hold me. . .

like you've never hold me before. . .

you're touch. . .

still lingers my skin. . .

how can i start to move forward. . .

when you're pulling me close to you. .

in time...

you'll miss me...

you'll look for me...

you'll want me...

you'll like me...

you'll love me... the way i loved you...

i wish...

i have the will... the courage... the reason...

to stop everything that i feel for you...

to stop this craziness of longing for you...

you make my heart beats faster. . . .

you make my heart desire you. . .

you make my heat feel the warmth of your smile. . .

feeling this way. . .

makes my day complete. . .

the happiness that you brought into my life . .

makes me feel my world is all about. . . having you in my life. .

my existence in this world. . . is because of you. . .