dark past... brighter tomorrow...

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After all that's said and done...

You finally said: "Are you still mad at me?"

I said: " I'm not really mad at you, I just can't be."

You said: "Can we be friends again?"

I said: "Sure. "

Then you said: "I can feel our friendship will be better. I'm just not ready, yet."

~ F*KC! I hate myself... so much. For feeling this way towards you, for even fantasizing about that flirty "I'm just not ready, yet" line you threw at my face, for thinking that one day, you'll wake up and realize that the girl that you're looking for is me. I soo effin' hate myself for this, and yet, I don't understand why I keep on logging onto FB and hoping against all hope that you'd be online so we can talk.

I need a hug. *wipes tears*

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"I'm gonna be ok..."

*wipes tears*

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I really don't know why people like HIM still make me feel this way...

*wipes tears*